Hotmail : You don't have an inbox yet ...

Hell with it.
My hotmail account says I don't have an inbox yet.

What have I been doing for the last 6 years?

My life flashes before my eyes. All the mails that I received.
My friends leaving me their best wishes. Travel pictures.
Job applications.
A part of my life has vanished.

Have I been hacked?
Is someone sending porn to all my contacts?
Will I ever have that mail account any more?
Will I receive the future mails? Are people going to be notified?

Shaking, sweating, I feel a part of myself has been ripped away.

After a bit of search on the internet... Everyone is out of hotmail!!!
It is a global shutdown. France, US, Singapore...
I am not the only one.
I see people gathering in groups in forums... sharing their personal experiences.
They meet in yahoo and google groups to show their relief of not being alone.
Some people joke about a internet going down and nukes being launched.

We try to find support. We find nobody but ourselves.
This is a traumatic experience.
We share the anxiety together.

We'll laugh about that later. Still, my account does not work.

We'll talk about that.
We'll smile.
We'll sue Bill Gates.

Update: Now it's working... thank god (how I got it back in comments). Now, let's move to gmail...